Okay, so I failed something. Big deal.

Dear blog reader,

So yeah...... I didn't pass the MTG Qualifying Exam. lol. I anticipated that, seeing I suck at Math and all that. So yeah...... I failed a test. Geez. It irritates me to the core. Well, not really. I don't know what to think and feel. Boo.

So anyway, I withdrew from the CMLI thing. I found out that two of my friends decided not to join. Well, I'm the kind of person who'd be easily affected by external factors. I guess I'll just join next year...... if I can.

Oh Math...... You make me so freakin' sad. And BTW, I still hate flirts. Boo them. I hope they get eaten by a Blast-Ended Skrewt sooner or later.

-suezo94-

Done.

The second counting odd number by the insignia of numerical mitosis by the first element in the Phoenician alphabet,

It's not likely that you'll read this but in case you do, let me tell you that you're nothing but a memory; a thing of the past. Nothing more. You disgust me.

"LNOAELMDMRFESOMLLTEDOARTCDNBSEOCVLTR"

I am so freakin' done with being so melodramatic. Now, I've got bigger problems. I'll probably enjoy eradicating you from my life. P.S. This is intended for no one. But then who is no one? Gah. :P

A new social network pic.....

Dear blog reader,

This one'll be short. I just plan to put on a suit and a tie while holding a mock gun so I can, at least, update my picture for my five active social networks. I'm not the type of person who'll just post an ordinary, typical pic. Ha! I guess I'm THAT impressed with regards to the typical uniform of the mafia people in Hitman Reborn. :)).

Just sharing. :p

-suezo94-

P.S.

Oi.

Okay......

Dear blog reader,

Okay, I give up. Thanks to someone's Multiply page, I've finally snapped out of the hypnotic effects of Amortentia. I know I don't usually give up on stuff when I know there are still chances to achieve my goal. This one...... It just can't be helped. I already accepted the fact that I just lost. I concede. And my mind is free.

-suezo94-

P.S.

Amortentia really is hypnotic. Imagine: five blogs and two sleepdreams about this person? I'm jaunty that I'm recovering already. Whoopee.

Still hit by that big, yellow school bus

Dear blog reader,

The Amortentia that suddenly struck me since Saturday last week is still intact. It's still hitting me like a big, yellow school bus. "Ragazza di lecca lecca". The person behind this Italian 'codename' unawaringly put me in a deep infatuation that I can hardly think properly. Most of my mental synthesis now revolves around her. Most of it; not all. The painful part? I think I was erased from her own Pensieve weeks ago. Darn it. I wanna get over this but I just can't. [See? There's difference between want and can.]

Damn it.

-suezo94-

P.S.

I hoped that this entry would be filled with rainbows and smiles and we'd all live and be happy..... But then again who am I kidding? We are humans; humans that are always under the seductive path of temptation. Heck.

La mia capacità mentale è. .....

La mia capacità mentale è. ..... = My mental capacity is.....

.....severely damaged due to a lot of thinking and synthesis that I've been doing. No, seriously. My OCD has been more active ever since.

La pletora di soggetti

Dear blog reader,

Yeah. La pletora di soggetti means "Plethora of Topics". Therefore, I'll be writing about a plethora of stuff. Let's start.

Sh*t! I'm so freakin' glad the Periodic Tests are freakin' over! They gave me headaches since last week because I can't really concentrate on other stuff when tests are imminent. So yeah. The minors were relatively easy. I don't mean to sound arrogant but it's easier compared to the other subjects which required a lotta work. The second day-subjects are......ummmm..... well, they bite, especially the one in Advanced Algebra. I had to rely on psionics to finish the test. [Psionics = glorified term for 'guessing', okay?]. So yeah..... The third test which happened a few hours ago.... well, they're okay compared to yesterday. I'm just really glad the tests are over! Whew! Now, I can watch Hitman Reborn with no disturbances from my academic ego: Cerebro.

Moving on, I had this mental disturbance about someone since Saturday. Bleaugh. Sure, I see "ragazza di lecca lecca" every day [In fact, that's eight hours a day, five days a week, four weeks a month, ten months a year] and I become lax and enraged at the same time every time I see her. Weird. A thing weirder than that is I've been dreaming her for two consecutive days now. And by dream, I mean dream dream..... the one where you're asleep. Not dream as in daydream. I don't know if I should think that this is some academic disturbance sent to disrupt my studying sessions.... She's an academic person and all that crap. So yeah, I think a spoonful of Amortentia hit me like a big, yellow school bus. I'm been texting this person for six days in a row. Bleaugh. I'll take you word for it.

Anyway, my family and I went to the vicinity of Las Pinas hours ago to retrieve our broken subwoofer (Yay, it's fixed.) and we also went to Festi. Yeah, t'was nice.... only I had an empty stomach then. Ha! So yeah...... We went to Shakey's since we can't find Pizza Hut. Ha. Anyway, I haven't eaten pizza for, like, two months so I was glad when we decided to eat there. Bon appetite much. Aaaanywaaaay, we bought a couple of stuff: bed sheets, glassware, cycling gloves and other stuff like that. My dad considered buying a gun. *shivers*. I have a phobia for guns. Gunnaphobia. Seriously, that isn't a joke. So yeah..... I'll cut it short for now.

-suezo94-

P.S.

Drop a comment here or drop me a pm over the ym..... or perish. Don't you just love the greengiantfm catchphrase "I'd like to greet the people over the ym!"?

Signing off.

Backtracking.....

Blog reader,

I just took a break from studying for our First Periodical Test. Oi. It doesn't feel like the Periodical Test in my previous year, though. I think it's mainly because they cut down the number of items from 100 to 60. I was expecting more than what was given to us but heck..... I'm so thankful that they reduced the number of items! I love the teachers. Ha! :p

Anyway..... I managed to backtrack (again) the comments that my friendster buddies gave me. Oh ho. It's kinda sad.... Long story. Ha. I'm being cheesy again. I found a lot of stuff in my comment box (whatever you call it). I saw this advice of my teacher when I was about to give up in directing that nostaligic Georgian play we had last year. Then there's this person (henceforth known as Sheepgirl/Sheepboy) whom I sat with twice during our field trips. Yeah, we used to talk about stuff a lot. Now, Sheepgirl/Sheepboy's just prioritizing her lovelife. Ha. Or at least that's what I think she's doing. Next, again.... My dearest xbf whom I used to blab with all the time. Then last, another xbf who speaks the same language like I do but in a totally different accent. Urgs! I guess you know what I mean and I just have to accept that things change when we don't expect them to. Dammit. Just so you know, this isn't some sort of effect of Amortentia or anything. I just miss the people I used to know. People whose physical forms are still intact but I can't seem to interact with them like I used to..... And I don't know why...... BTW, I hope you get what I'm trying to drive at. I can be deep. That's just some of the people I miss. Ha.

And to Sheepgirl/Sheepboy: Just tell me if you've made up your mind as to what gender you belong to, okay? Notify me.

:p I guess I'll go back to studying na. :p

-suezo94-

P.S.

I'll make sure the next entry I post is happy and cheerful. This is too melodramatic. :P

Math, You're Too Fierce to Befriend......

Dearest blog reader,

Lemme just make it clear that what I'm posting right now is about an event that occurred yesterday. Since our phone line was grounded yesterday (therefore no DSL) and I was too tired and academically devastated to blog, I'm blogging about it now :).

So anyway, we took our Mathematics Trainers' Guild entrance tests yesterday. For you information, the Mathematics Trainers' Guild (henceforth known as MTG) is an international organization. They have this branch here in the Philippines. So yeah, about the entrance exam stuff.... It was my first time to try out for the MTG. Unfortunately, I found the test a total disaster. The questions asked were totally beyond my cerebral capacity! I was like..... "damn!". There was this thing called concubine (pun intended)? No, concurrent points! And I was like "wth is this paper talking about?!" Anyhow, I just writed "6" on the blank. LOL! Well, I have no idea. You really can't blame an MTG nub like me. Ha!

After the MTG crap, my classmates and I went to the Preschool AVR to watch a Kruhay play. It was nice. Yeah, it was. Although I'm quote annoyed with this classmate of ours who just popped out of nowhere. He's the annoying, KJ, copies-jokes-of-others-to-make-others-laugh-but-not-really-working type of guy. He reaks! :D I hope he doesn't read this.

So.... After that, I decided to watch Hitman Reborn! My review so far about the Anime: It rocks! Heck yeah! With all that mafia stuff complemented with those comic characters, I think it's nice. Better than the film adaptation of Harry Potter and the Half - Blood Prince! Well, maybe just a tad better.

So..... Just now, I just finished soldering the resistors. I actually had a lot of ruckus about it. My classmates told me that we weren't supposed to solder them yet so I desoldered them. Then a trustworthy classmate of mine told me that our teacher already allowed us to solder them. So I ended up resoldering the resistors.... Right back where I started. Geeeez. And to think that my pointy finger of my left hand was burnt (okay, I'm exaggerating). So yeah. That's about it. My family's cool. :D

-Sincerely Yours-

-suezo94 the Great-

P.S.

I finally learned what the Anime geeks talk about when they say "Arcobaleno"..... I'm not really into it but I'm just glad that I encountered it now that I know that its origin is cool.

Waterloo

Okay, it's official. I just challenged myself to embark on an academic conquest. I just decided to take the admission test for the Mathematics Trainers' Guild tomorrow. And boy am I tense! I'm not really good at math but I understand it. Time to face my academic waterloo. Urgs.

I hope I do well tomorrow. Geeeez. I'm not so sure if I should look forward to actually passing the test. Urgs. I just hope I made a fine decison with that. I usually curse when I don't understand Math stuff. Sometimes, I even get so bummed out that I end up burying my head in books (something I don't actually like). So yeah......

--*--

Anyway, I just watched the first episode of the Mafia-inspired anime Hitman Reborn. So far so funny. Ha. I was actually looking for Naruto as part of my recreation time but I ended up having HR. I hope I don't get addicted to it like my classmates. I guess I'll stick to it as my average afternoon anime session. So yeah.

Still tense about the MTG thing! So help me God!

-suezo94-

Yellow Ribbons.....

Tie A Yellow Ribbon Round the Old Oak Tree (Or your gate)

Dearest blog reader,

My post is kinda late, knowing that President Maria Corazon Cojuangco Aquino passed away hours ago. Well, as part of the Republic's population, I, too, express my gratitude towards the Icon of Democracy.

I heard the news hours ago while I was playing my PSP. I heard it from the radio that the Armed Forces of the Philippines are already firing cannons as a tribute to President Aquino. I was like "Ba't sila magfafire eh buhay pa naman si Cory?!" [Why would they fire cannons when Cory's still alive?]. Then I heard the DJ that she indeed passed away. So I was shocked. I was, like, fumbling already. I rushed to turn on the television. And there it was, ABS-CBN Channel 2 presenting a special coverage about the matter. Well, our household didn't know, too. Our attention was glued to the TV.

So, in the process, they reminisced Marcos' regime. For the past years, it seemed to me that Marcos' regime was just a fog of history; a gesture of greed of power. After that reminiscing, my mind was once again awoken of the evils his government has committed. I mean... charging Sen. Benigno S. Aquino, Jr. with murder and like crimes?! That's just social and charismatic suicide. I can't imagine why people can do stuff like that just to cling to power. Politicians are yet to discover to lead. There was also this thing about Jaime Cardinal Sin, one of the spearheads of the EDSA People Power Rev. They had some files with them. I studied Philippine History extensively for the past couple of years. I read about him announcing stuff on radio but, just hours ago, I actually witnessed a file video of the actual thing: Cardinal Sin urging the people; thousands of people answering his call; how the priests, nuns and ordinary citizens equipped with rosaries peacefully fought the tank-clad platoon of soldiers. I was, like, "Whoa". So that's how it looked. That's how it happened.

These days, whenever Mrs. Imelda Marcos would speak to the media stating that her family never corrupted anything; never committed an administrative crime, I'd be hit by her cries. After that thing, I dunno if I'm gonna believe her....ummmm..... lies(?) or not. I mean, her family against the Republic. Come on. That's so evil. Tsktsk. So yeah......

I also watched the thing about Pres. Aquino's last SONA. She said goodbye (unlike Mrs. Gloria Macapagal Arroyo who just taunted the Opposition. Ho!). I also noticed how her way of speaking and her looks (during her earlier years, of course) are very similar to Kris Aquino - Yap's. So yeah.... Their family has been through a lot and it's so touching to believe that Pres. Cory still hopes that the world will continue to pray for each other, as stated in her prayer "Prayer for A Happy Death". Wow. She didn't even know she had colon cancer then. So yeah. Wow. My condolences to the Aquino family...... That's about it.

President Maria Corazon "Cory" Cojuangco - Aquino (1933 - 2009)

-kAhLiL-

P.S.

Tie a yellow ribbon 'round your gates, bags, cabinet handles, cars or pretty much anything. It would be nice if you have oak trees. We're planning to buy five yards of it tomorrow.